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Currently Playing Sunsets & car crashes By Spill Canvas see related

- All Hail Heartbreaker -

wow.... its already friday. i feel so "emo" today. last night i was in bed praying and i just strarted crying, and i'm not even sure why.

i've had such a weird week i guess you could say.

i'm sorta upset because i can't do anything tonight.  we have State Mock Trial tomorrow. and i'm helping out with my other team mates, so i have to be at school at 6:30 in the morning!!!!! umm not cool at all. and i'm gonna be gone all day.

i might go see Sugarcult on Valentines Day in Deep Ellum!!   that would be so flippin awwwwsome.

i feel like watching movies all night wrapped up in a blanket on my bed. hahaha the sad thing is, i think thats pretty much how my night is gonna go.

i <3 you lyssa and meggan and jennifer! i miss you girls, seems like i don't get to see you enough!!! and ohhh yes, i'm having lyssa's babies!!! LOOVE yall

-brooke

Currently Watching Balto By Kevin Bacon, Bob Hoskins see related

i feel so lonely.

i had a great weekend! girls.... we'll get through everything, no matter what. we've got eachother! <3

got my haircut. got some sexy bangs too.... right Minnie Mouse? lol

church was greeeeat this morning. i love God. i don't think i express that as much as i should, but i truly do radiate love for him.

i don't really feel like writing, so hope everyone has a good week. be safe kids

-"The brookester"

Matchbook Romace

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

Currently Playing The Used By The Used see related

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you make me wanna la la, la la la, la la la la la

sorry guys...i keep changing  my posts like i change my underwear.... haha

egh, i'm sick. and i'm in need of sleep. oh what a beautiful combination

things are going pretty good in life. i got yelled at for my grades on friday, which is dumb, because i raised my GPA. then my dad realized how i was right and he was wrong, and quickly apologized. people should listen to me more, they'd realize that i'm not you're typical blonde. i'm actually smart. lol

so there's this boy i like. annnnd... he's one of my friends. which sucks because eveyone knows when you like one of you're friends, the relation is already doomed from the begining or it will never follow through, which in my case seems to be happening. but i still like him, i can't really stop my feelings, they're just there. he makes me smile, he makes me laugh,  and if you know me those are some of my favorite things to do. mmm oh yea did i forget to mention that he has a girlfriend? ohhh yea, i think i left that out. and he likes her.... he likes her a lot, so i know things will never work out between him and me at least in the "boyfriend/girlfriend" way.

oh well i guess thats life. i always fall for the ones i can't have, and when i acutally find someone he's either gay or has a girlfriend. oh what a cruel world. maybe i'm doing something wrong. maybe its me. but there's more than one fish out in the sea right??

oh well i guess i'm gonna stop rambling and go do some homework, cause yes i'm just that cool. hahaha

so how bout them Eagles and Patriots? i can' wait till superbowl, its going to be an awwwsome game!!

i feel like curling up and cuddling...anybody wanna be my cuddle buddy?  

well <3 you all!

- The "Brookester"

Currently Playing Wake Up Screaming By Slick Shoes see related

- Good Intentions - -

everytime I think I have something to write about... it just comes out in a jumble of words, that not even  myself can understand. It's sorta hard trying to put your "feelings" on the computer.

everything's back to its normal stress filled crazy school days. One more semester till i'm a senior. oober excited about that. church was great last night, we're planning for our D-Now weekend, which is totally awsome. I can't wait.

i guess being a "whore" is cool now, because the other day I got made fun of for being a virgin. i think that has got to be one of the dumbest things to make fun of someone.... but i'm not mad... my feelings were sorta hurt, but i'm over it. I don't think I should have to justify myself to them...

ya know its weird how words can trigger your brain and you think of something else. brett said the word slosh the other night, and it made me think of apple sauce... how random is that? hahaha slooooosh. that word sounds so gross.

ahh i hate q-tips. they're evil.

later guys...hope you all have a great friday

-brooke